Friendship.

I don't know why but things are just beyond our control.
I don't know whose at fault but sometimes its just really disappointing.
Is it because of ego? Refuse to understand each other? Or other reasons?
I guess everyone change as years passed by and we refused to understand it.
Sometimes i just wished that we can turn back time and just stay there forever.
I missed the old us.
I used to be close with someone in the group.
But eversince poly, i can really feel that we are drifting apart.
Or should i say, we are already drifting apart.
No more of those messages that we used to tease each other and all.
Its getting weird nowadays and i can feel this wall in between us.
Tried my best to accept the changes but sometimes its beyond our control.
Its just hard for me to tell them face to face or anything because i know everyone will get hurt in one way or another.
Or sometimes refused to accept what we said sometimes and just let it go.
So do we have to give in sometimes when its not our fault?
Different people have different views. So that should be the problem.
And i really hoped, the promise will stay.
And i will try my best to understand each one of you no matter what.
I really hate this feeling right now and im really getting tired of it.
Give in is the only way since it will solve the problem.
I really do love and treasure this friendship so much.